Then what...

I always wondered what happens if I gave in to one of these random guys, who ask for sex. Do I continue to have sex with them because I already sexed them? Do I start my celibacy streak over again? Are we in a sexual relationship? Are we dating? Do I go back having sex with random men? Will my sex addiction start over again? Not to mention, what about porn and toys? Do I start back watching and buying these items because I am now having sex again.

What happens Next?

Will it be a one night stand or a series of repeats? What if I am just not into sexually, but I have sex with you anyway (peer pressure)? You being whoever I give into.

What about my emotional state? Will you be another regret? Will I feel guilt and disappointment? Will you sex me and leave me, with angst, sexual thoughts, or hurt?

I don't know the answers to these questions. Maybe you do.

SDW