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Welcome to Google (whether Plus, Perfect Chaos, or the Celibacy Diaries). My name is Stacie D. Wyatt.  I am a published poet and writer (Chocolate Kisses; Love.Lust.Life., Miscarried, Conversing with Sexuality; Conversing with Salvation; Conversing with Normality; Conversations 1, Never Argue with an Autistic child and other special tales, and Conversations 2. ). 

 I am also a product and book reviewer for a few sites (BookSneeze, Blogging for Books, Bethany House, Edelweiss, Tyndale House, and Netgalley). I will post reviews here regularly. I post reviews on Perfect Chaos. 

I also have two kids: 13 years old and 3 year old. My oldest is Autistic and my youngest is developmentally delayed, autistic, and a few other things. I also enjoy writing about the ups and downs of parenting two differently-abled children.

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Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Then what...

I always wondered what happens if I gave in to one of these random guys, who ask for sex. Do I continue to have sex with them because I already sexed them? Do I start my celibacy streak over again? Are we in a sexual relationship? Are we dating? Do I go back having sex with random men? Will my sex addiction start over again? Not to mention, what about porn and toys? Do I start back watching and buying these items because I am now having sex again.

What happens Next?

Will it be a one night stand or a series of repeats? What if I am just not into sexually, but I have sex with you anyway (peer pressure)? You being whoever I give into.

What about my emotional state? Will you be another regret? Will I feel guilt and disappointment? Will you sex me and leave me, with angst, sexual thoughts, or hurt?

I don't know the answers to these questions. Maybe you do.


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